I must say that I am disappointed. I was hoping that when I turned out the lights on Friday night that I would glow in the dark.
I didn't.
I tried again on Saturday. Nothing.
I just feel nauseous and want to toss my cookies. (It would be awesome if I could even eat cookies right now.)
As a matter of fact, I am surprised at myself. I am surprised that I am sharing this much info with you. I usually only share this much with my sisters.
I have learned through my own experiences to keep things to myself otherwise I might be hurt. I was tired of being hurt/let down/pushed aside/over looked by others. So, I clammed up. Zipped it. Shut it. Shut down.
I am entering a new phase of my life. I think I am maturing....WEIRD!
I need to mature in some areas. OK, I need to mature in A LOT of areas. Baby steps.
The area that I am maturing in the most right now is choosing to stop playing games. I'm getting off the Merry Go Round of life. Being on that Merry Go Round is nauseating. Besides it gets me nowhere. And frankly I don't have enough Zip Lock bags (that's for you NHC) to catch all the aftermath.
Change isn't easy. It isn't easy on me or the people around me but it is necessary.
I realize now that it is the good people around me that make me shine, not any meds I may have to take.
In the meantime, as long as I stock up on the zip lock bags, I should be just fine!
